“lately i’ve started noticing just how disposable ppl are to me….i’ve completely dropped contact with some ppl and felt completely numb about it. i don’t hurt. i’m not happy about it. i just really don’t care. this is the case with ppl who never really mattered much, and even the case with ppl who mattered most. i could have deeply cared for these individuals like a week ago, and now i’m completely indifferent about whether theyre coming or going. sincerely wouldnt care if i ever saw them again……..
this wouldnt start to feel so weird if ppl felt the same way. but they dont. they try to talk. and fight. and ask how i could seriously throw away a friendship/relationship so easily. and the strange part is, idk. i have no idea why i dnt care. why i can become so numb so quickly. other ppl care so much about savoring these emotional connections (friendships/relationships)…and i have no understanding of why. i’m ok with moving forward and not looking back…. but its starting to scare me bc it feels like im the only one who feels this way”
(Source: berryhealthy)
